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M news [02 Aug 2006|01:13pm]
m did txt me back, although it was in the morning and then once again in the evening because i forgot to txt him back in the morning and he thought i got mad at him - he's so sweet, and we ended up txting each other for over an hour :D
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i am bored out of my mind and [31 Jul 2006|11:29pm]
i have some wierd energies, but no one to take it out on/with. no one online and 90% of my friends have to wake up early tomorrow. i even txted m (yeah i know!!!) but he didnt txt me back, maybe he decided to go to bed early, although i know he is the 10% of my friends that dont have to wake up early tomorrow!
I txting people abroad i am that bored! but they arent replying either!
and I know that going to sleep right now will be a rerun of last night, when i woke up at 4:30 am (!!!) and spend almost an hour on line cause i couldnt sleep!
oh the guy from abroad txted back, lol - told me he is having an awesome time - thank alot tease!
oh and gary got online, so hopefully ill have someone to talk to for a bit.
Fake World

sisters birthday [30 Jul 2006|10:40pm]
which means the month where we share the same age is once again over and she is a year senior for another 11 months.
went to a restaurant with the family which was awesome, mostly cause i got to drive (i got the plastic license on friday [in israel the first three months are a chaperon period where you arent allowed to drive if someone who had his license for over 3 years isnt sitting next to you]) there and back. after that me and marina went to her boyfriends and the guys joined us and it was so so cool and fun, although once again i was mostly the one who is laughing, and me and m had a laughing circle, where we would laugh because the other was laughing and most of the night had me in an amazing mood and then another 2 guys showed up and one took m's place and the ass intead of sitting next to me on the sofa decided to take a chair and sit there, even though there was place, since the sofa sits 4 people and we were just 2 on it. so from that point on the night was crap, luckily we only stayed for like half an hour after that since its sunday and everyone except me has work tomorrow.
the guys gave me a lift home and i was sitting in the back with m and when they stopped i wanted to kiss m on the cheeck, like we always do for hellos and goodbyes, but i stoped myself since i could actually kiss him on the mouth instead, which is a horrible idea with two of our friends in the car and he was talked to his gf on the mobile.
did i tell you i like him??? and the ass got a gf just when i started getting feelings for him, but no biggie - she is like 4 years olders and sooner or later they will break up and by that time two things can happen, both of which are good for me - or i could get over him or i will be able to go after him for real.
till then ill keep flirting and having fun with him, cause he really is cool, which is 180 from the opinion i had of him not 6 months ago!
Fake World

I am a snob [28 Jul 2006|01:27am]
That according to Liosha, the boyfriend of my best friend. I think other people have that opinion, because I didnt want to go out with Jenia (I am not attracted to him! - I am attracted to guys I CANT have!).

Speaking of which, I was flirting with M last week a lot, even though his girlfriend was right there, but today she wasnt there and we barely talked and even though we sat next to each other on the sofa I think he was trying to always keep distance. What gives?
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I.dont.do.group.studies! [27 Jul 2006|11:47pm]
And there is a reason for that! Thanks to Reg I remember now what it is - its the people that call close to midnight on the night before the early morning exam in the hopes of me helping them out. Even worse, its the people who actually expect me to do their whole job, because they have some sorry excuse! Well sorry, not so long ago I didnt know Hebrew well either, I got over it, you know how? I studied on my own!!! I failed and I did it again!

And I am not going to feel sorry for choosing the obviously easier question and leaving the harder one to her. If she tried it on her own, we could even both do the same easy question, but since I knew Ill end up doing most of the work I didnt want to have my exam being failed, since we have similar repies!

I am too nice!! GRRR
Fake World

I just had a Revelation [27 Jul 2006|09:58pm]
...about me and guys!

I dont know why, but I only want the ones I know I cant have!
I met Roni twice in 3 days and both times he offered to walk me or talk to me and both times I said no (okay, so its Roni, the answer is always no, I am pretty sure it would be the same thing to most other guys too). On the other hand there is my friend who has a girlfriend but I've been flirting with alot and the guy from another country, whom obviously I cant have.

Whats wrong with me?
Fake World

at the moment [22 Jul 2006|12:42am]
Wearing: white summer pj's
Hair: down, messy
Make up: what left after my half work with the make up removal
Eating: nothing
Drinking: nothing
Thinking: maybe i like him more than i should
Talking to: no one
Hearing: Misha's cd
Loving: my life in general
Hating/Mad At: not feeling that strong, but heading there = the other girl
Feeling: happy and a bit tired
Waiting for: nothing really :D
Wanting: to talk to the other him, get the exams over with, get the basic training and course in the army over with
Missing: talking to the other him
Writing: this entery

had so much fun tonight and we didnt do anything really!
laughed so much and so hard, for nothing really!
i think i might like one of my friends like i shouldnt, even more now since he got a gf (or maybe he is just dating her) although i kinda knew i was getting closer and closer to him for a while now
me and my sister did a gum spitting contest - who would spit it further - cant say who won, i was out of breath from laughing even since the second my sister suggested it.
i might be a tiny bit drunk, but i am pretty sure i am not, since the laughing started before i took the beers, and i just drank some of each.
Fake World

Good morning bad evening [15 Jul 2006|12:46am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

I had such a cool morning and day, spent most of my day with my best friend in the library and shopping, which we didnt do in sooo long and dont know when we will be able to do that again.

But now the evening sux! I was supposed to go out for a coffee place with friends and they decided they are not in the mood or cant make it, so I said in that case it will be me, my best friend and maybe her on/off boyfriend, but she misunderstood the last part and went to the coffee place alone!
Then I was supposed to go to a friends goodbye party, she is moving to another city with her family, so I talked to my sister and dressed up, makeup - the whole deal and started waiting (she told me to be ready around midnight, but since there are another couple involved in going with us, a couple who takes the fashionably late to a new stage - over an hour late... I wasnt really ready till half past 12) then I called my sister and guess what?!
yep - Its not going to happen!!!

Atleast its my moms birthday today and the celebration of her new marriage (today, as in - the day that just started) so I will get some sleep and go to that

We all live in a |Fake World

Can you read this? [14 Jul 2006|03:19pm]
Only 6 people on livejournal can.


i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I wuas rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a
wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae.

Thhe rset can be a taotl mses and yhou can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huuamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh?
yaeh and I awlyas tghuuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs rpsoet it.

ONLY REPOST IF YOU CAN READ THIS...Update the number(on the top)
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Meme [11 Jul 2006|10:55pm]
[ mood | scared ]

Stole this from angelpiphi who stole it from mandy_jg

a) Pick up the book that is closest to you.
b) Turn to page 123.
c) Go to the third sentence.
d) Post it in your LiveJournal.
e) Don't choose the book, just get the one that's closest.

"Romeo: If I may trust the flattering truth of sleep,
My dreams presage some joyful news at hand,
My bosom's Lord sits lightly in his throne:
And all this day an unaccustom'd spirit,
Lifts me avobe the ground with cheerful thoughts."

ROMEO AND JULIET by Shakespeare

Thats the closest English book I had (yes! for real!)

"הוא כתב פיסת תוכנה שתכניס למנגנון ההגרלה, בנקודת זמן המסוימת, רנדום-סיד מזויף - הרנדום סיד המסוים שמרדכי גילה שדרוש לזגייה באותה נקודת זמן"

MOVING by Assaf Gavron
From the closest Hebrew book.


And once again I am going to have a LONG LONG night of studying, since I spent most of the day walking around with the notebook but without doing any actually studying...

I just spent more than half an hour crying over going to the army, its so scary! People always say that the first one doing something isnt as scared as the second one and this time they are right! My best friend went to the army without knowing what will happen and everything was okay for her and I am going a year later, probably the same job as her and after hearing her stories and others I am freaked out of my mind!!! From the looks of it, I am going to end up in jail within the first month.

We all live in a |Fake World

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